Love and the many lies we're sold.

My heart longs for a love that sets me free,

A love that enables me.

What I have been sold, however,

is a lie that the only true love

is that which leaves me lost without another.

I found myself wanting to express how much I love him today,

and all the things I wanted to say, I realized I didn't want to mean.

I don't want to be unable to function without him.

I don't want to ever say "I can't live without you."

What I need is a love that only He can give.

What I don't need is a lie that 'alone, I can't live'.

I don't want to live without him, but I can.

I need to be able to survive because my life isn't dependent on him.

Jesus shows me His love in so many ways through this man that I choose to love...

this man who sets me free with the love he so generously gives to me.

I haven't deserved the Love I've been given for one single solitary moment, but it's a gift I've gotten nonetheless; it's a truth with which I've been undoubtedly blessed.

Love is meant to be this sacrificial, selfless lifestyle.

It's not a feeling, it's not even an action, it's a conscious daily choice, a way of life that's always laying down...

It's serving and dying and giving and losing...

It's freeing and empowering, encouraging and hugging...

It's listening and redeeming, releasing and embracing...

It's knowing that no matter what,

We will always be inadequate;

It's knowing that we can't lay down,

but for the grace of His crown.

(anything at all, no matter how big or infinitely small)

It's saying I love you, and you need to know I'm nothing.

I'm nothing without Him, even when I say I love you, know I will fail.

Know that the only times I even come close are when I am nothing...

Because that's when He's working through me,

and when I try of my own strength, I will inevitably fail.

I love you. (I will always fail).

I am nothing, therefore completely incapable of loving you.

BUT -

He has chosen [for some strange reason completely unbeknownst to me]

to love you through these hands of mine,

through this heart of mine,

I promise to pray

everyday

to let it always only ever be

His grace and love

flowing

through me.

disappointment follows my lack of follow through

All day long I did not write

my thoughts

my dreams

trapped

inside my mind

only

to escape

to be lost forever.

Commandment number one.

Embracing the kingdom means rejecting the empire.

Jesus brilliantly selflessly sacrificially loved the people around Him.

He fought the empire with love.

Rome was the idol then.

America is the idol now.

This holiday is supposed to represent freedom.

This country is often branded as symbolic of peace.

This is no holy day.

This is not a country of peace, but of selfish wars.

I understand the appreciation for the privileges of being an American.

I understand the defense of those we love giving their lives to serve our country.

I know we're called to sacrifice our lives only in service to His glory...

As opposed to attempts to gain a freedom we've already been given.

He has already set us free but we're proud...

We puff out our chests and 'fight like real men' for a freedom that we choose not to see that's already ours.

I do not take lightly the loss of human life and I mean no disrespect in that way in stating my opposition to this 'holiday', to this country...

In fact, that's my point:

Human life is sacred and of value to Him, and I do not take it lightly when human life is taken unnecessarily.

What I do not understand is how anyone that claims to passionately, selflessly follow Christ can proclaim that they're proud to be an American.

(( When everything America stands for and proves to be is in complete opposition of everything the Gospels calls us to. ))

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Lee Anne Rankin : when I wanted to post something negative about America and this silly holiday, John asked that I post something positive instead. So... Jesus has the power to redeem the hearts of this wicked, selfish, destructive nation. We are free because He laid down His life for us to be redeemed; for us to be set free. We are His.

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Jane Doe at 11:21 on 04 July

What about this holiday is silly, Lee Anne?

Lee Anne Rankin at 11:23 on 04 July

Embracing His kingdom means rejecting this empire.

Jane Doe at 11:26 on 04 July

I think sometime when we get a chance I would like to hear your thoughts. You always seem to have some very interesting comments that I wouln't have thought of. And I don't mean that condescending.

Lee Anne Rankin at 11:28 on 04 July

I would love to talk with you and share my thoughts and my heart on what it means to follow Jesus.
In the meantime, good reading for better understanding: Jesus for President (on this topic).

John Doe at 11:33 on 04 July

This holiday isn't about politics, Lee Anne, but about the freedom that you enjoy as a result of a war for independance that was fought over 200 years ago. Honor those soldiers and servicemen who still stand watch over that freedom by celebrating this holiday with a glad heart.

Lee Anne Rankin at 11:44 on 04 July

I understand.
I choose instead to celebrate the actual freedom I have as a result of a sacrifice that was made more than 2000 years ago.

Just to clarify: I don't take the sacrifice of human life lightly, but that's my point.
We've already got freedom if we embrace His sacrifice, and giving lives for America is reaching for a false sense of freedom.

Also: good reading for Biblical support and and eye opening comparison of America to ancient Rome: "Jesus for President" by Shane Claiborne.

Jane Doe at 11:49 on 04 July

But what kind of freedom to embrace His sacrifice and be able to celebrate the freedom Jesus gave us by dying on the cross would you have without the freedom we as a Americans and the Armed Forces have fought for so long to give you? Iraq? Iran? Cuba?

Its those very lives and sacrifices that have given you that freedom to worship freely

Lee Anne Rankin at 12:02 on 04 July

We should definitely talk.

Please know that my heart in this is only to embrace His truth and what I know of what He has asked of us.

We are called to live love.

Please know I do not mean to hurt you, or like I told John Doe, to imply that I take human sacrifice lightly...